♥♥ryan DJ Hawkins•.♥♥

2003 - 2007
LocationSlaithwaite - Huddersfield
Age4 years
Cause of DeathMurder
Date of Birth16/09/2003
Date of Death23/09/2007
Visitors7,822 since 04/09/2008
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R.I.P Ryan!!!
R.I.P RYAN he was a beautiful lil boi who we all loved very much but sadly he had his life taken
away from him just after he had turned 4 he was a cheery lad with a cheeky laugh and nice big warm
cuddles and i just wanna say ryan i miss you bby boi and you are always with me were eva i go coz ur
in my head and my heart 4 eva n always. I wish i cud see you again and listen to your lil laugh
again, i wish i could have 1 of your bug loving cuddles again and i wish i could chase u around n
pick u upside down again and i will one day! your family love you with all their hearts and miss you
there is not 1 day that goes by wen they and alot of others dont think about you! look down on us
all and keep us safe especialy your family bbe! we all love and miss you for nw bby boi we love you!
See u soon lil spiderman......!!!!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ryan was murdered by his own dad? one week after his 4th birthday. His sister Donna(aged 14 years)
was also injured in the frenzied attack. After a 5 hour life saving operation Donna survived. Her
physical wounds are now well on the mend but the mental scars will be with her for life. Donna was a
very brave girl and gave evidence in court to make sure she got JUSTICE for Ryan.
at the court Mr Justice Wilkie told Hawkins "your daughter, by the way she gave her evidence, showed
herself to be a credit to herself, her mother and sister Natalie.This is more so when one is aware
of the pain and difficulties she has been subject to." Sentencing Hawkins "you profess great love
for Ryan and mourned his passing, in my judgement, having seen you give evidence and had the
oppotunity to assess your genuineness, these were crocodlie tears to this court.
Hawkins was jailed for life for at least 21 years before parole for this murder of Ryan and 12 years
to run concurrent for the attempted murder of Donna,
The community of Slaithwaite and Huddersfield were a great support to the family at this sad time.
Money was rasied to send the family to Disney in Florida. The family have been and really enjoyed
the holiday and thank the people of Slaithwaite and Huddersfield.
Donna and her freinds also raised money for a memorial for Ryan. Meal Hill playground at Hill Top
Slaithwaite as been dedicated to the memory of Ryan Hawkins the money raised paid for a plaque and
bench.
Donna for showing courage and campaign to the raise the money has been presented with a Diana Award
this award was set up in the memory of Princess Diana.Well done Donna.

Ryan shine bright in the sky at night.
We all love and miss you.
Love to Valerie, natalie Donna and all the family.
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R.I.P

Hope yah ok up there Ryan xx R.I.P X Gunna b missed

Amy Joyce July 24, 2009

hi little man

sorry not been on for a while, but still remember u every day. hope u and your friends r having fun

lots of love auntie Helen
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If we could visit heaven,ღ♥ღ
Even for a day,ღ♥ღ
Maybe for a moment,ღ♥ღ
The pain would go away,ღ♥ღ
I'd put my arms around you,ღ♥ღ
And whisper words so true,ღ♥ღ
That living life without you,ღ♥ღ
Is the hardest thing to do.ღ♥ღ
No matter how we spend our days,ღ♥ღ
No matter what we do,ღ♥ღ
No morning dawns or evening falls,ღ♥ღ
When we don't think of you xx.ღ♥ღ

Karen Speirs Terry Speirs Mum (GTS Friend) July 12, 2009

Precious Child

by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Mary Webb (GTS Friend) June 12, 2009

To Helen and Ryan with love from Karen and Terry xx

A candle never lit is like.........
A prayer never said, or that promise never kept,
A hand offered in to help, or a smile never offered in friendship,
A hurt never forgiven, or a wound never healed,
A kiss never asked for, or a hug never accepted,
A love never pursued, or a dance never danced,
A song never sung, or those words never spoken,
A child never born, or a flower never allowed to bloom,
A risk never taken, or a room you never come out from,
A wall never climbed, or that path never taken,
A child never knowing their grandparents, or that card you never sent out,
A mercy never given, or a hate never left behind,
A baby never suckled, or a tear never shed,
Light that candle that sits so gloom and cold,
Bring a truth to your life before you are to old.

Copyright @ Sandy

Karen Speirs Terry Speirs Mum (GTS Friend) June 9, 2009

bby brother

I watch you ascend the steps to heaven
I have no shame when you see me cry
For I know if love could have saved you,
You would have never, ever died.
If tears showed how much I miss you,
I'd own an endless sea
No one knows what I'd do
Just to bring you back to me.
If only I could wipe my tears away,
Just long enough to see you here
To see you here right next to me
Wiping away every last tear.
The tears are endless,
Because you couldn't stay
But my love for you
Will never fade away.
Every night without you
Is like a thorn in my soul
You're gone and I'm lost,
But I will never let go.
For every tear that falls
Another part of me has died
But the part that still loves you
Will always stay alive.
You're high in the sky, there is no fear
I want to follow but I'm stuck here
When I ask you why, you only smile and say
"Because God needed me this day".


ryan ii love yhooo soo much and ii miss yhoo like crazy these word a speak are true...

spiderman shine bright wont ya and look down on us

love y big sister natalie ...xxxx much love

Natalie Hawkins (Sister) June 7, 2009

bby brother

I watch you ascend the steps to heaven
I have no shame when you see me cry
For I know if love could have saved you,
You would have never, ever died.
If tears showed how much I miss you,
I'd own an endless sea
No one knows what I'd do
Just to bring you back to me.
If only I could wipe my tears away,
Just long enough to see you here
To see you here right next to me
Wiping away every last tear.
The tears are endless,
Because you couldn't stay
But my love for you
Will never fade away.
Every night without you
Is like a thorn in my soul
You're gone and I'm lost,
But I will never let go.
For every tear that falls
Another part of me has died
But the part that still loves you
Will always stay alive.
You're high in the sky, there is no fear
I want to follow but I'm stuck here
When I ask you why, you only smile and say
"Because God needed me this day".


ryan ii love yhooo soo much and ii miss yhoo like crazy these word a speak are true...

spiderman shine bright wont ya and look down on us

love y big sister natalie ...xxxx much love

Natalie Hawkins (Sister) June 7, 2009

bby brother

I watch you ascend the steps to heaven
I have no shame when you see me cry
For I know if love could have saved you,
You would have never, ever died.
If tears showed how much I miss you,
I'd own an endless sea
No one knows what I'd do
Just to bring you back to me.
If only I could wipe my tears away,
Just long enough to see you here
To see you here right next to me
Wiping away every last tear.
The tears are endless,
Because you couldn't stay
But my love for you
Will never fade away.
Every night without you
Is like a thorn in my soul
You're gone and I'm lost,
But I will never let go.
For every tear that falls
Another part of me has died
But the part that still loves you
Will always stay alive.
You're high in the sky, there is no fear
I want to follow but I'm stuck here
When I ask you why, you only smile and say
"Because God needed me this day".


ryan ii love yhooo soo much and ii miss yhoo like crazy these word a speak are true...

spiderman shine bright wont ya and look down on us

love y big sister natalie ...xxxx much love

Natalie Hawkins (Sister) June 7, 2009

The sky is filled with Angels
With puffy lacy wings
The remnants of God's beauty
With treasures they now bring

Each one of them a Guardian
That travels in the sky
To watch throughout eternity
Their parents from on high

Smiles that come from Angels
They fall like crystal rain
Eases earthly burdens
Lifting all life's pain

Halos so astounding
That glitter gold each day
Following their loved ones
In such a perfect way

Wings in gentle breezes
That fall from up above
Kissing every parent
With everlasting love

Angels soar through heaven
With everlasting light
Looking down from heaven
Saying their "goodnights"

Kissing all who loved them
So gently on the face
This life's tender mercy
Each parent can embrace

Wings and shiny halos
Travel from on high
Surrounding all their loved ones
They never say good-bye.

~ Francine Pucillo ~

Sheila And My Angels June 5, 2009

WHEN ANGELS CAME FROM HEAVEN

When angels came from heaven
And flew away with you
We were left heartbroken
Not knowing what to do

There was no warning signs
Just a pair of pure white wings
And now we miss you very much
And all the joy you used to bring

We feel an empty space inside
Its a place you used to be
And no one can replace you ever
Even though now your free

We keep asking the same question
Why did it have to be you
But theres never any answers
So what more can we do

We just hold on to your memorys
And keep that space open for you
And when we meet again some day
Our skys shall all turn blue

We miss you more each day that passes
As absence makes the heart grow stronger
And we shall love you forever more
No matter where you wander.
FLY HIGH ANGEL FOR NOW YOU ARE FREE
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Anji C May 12, 2009
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